My letter to you, jerkwaad.

Dear asswipe,

You are total and complete utter failure as a human being. Seriously. You have no compassion for others, not even a tiny ounce of thought for anyone but you and your best interest. Maybe, if you would have taken five minutes, hell even five seconds, you would have thought about what that “thing” might have meant to others in the family, and you might have given the same opportunity that you gave a stranger. Instead, you thought of only your self, a common occurrence in your world. You let a stranger steal my childhood memories for a very small price. Those things were priceless. Maybe not to you. But to me.  You let it go because of you. Because of your lack for thinking of others. Thank you. Thank you for letting go off the one permanent reminder I could have owned. I appreciate it very much and can’t wait to tell you what a dick you truly are. I truly hope you find your conscious, because you could learn a few things from it. I’m sure he isn’t proud.

 

Thank god I still have this.

 

 

Sincerely,

Me, the one you crushed with your selfishness.

Feeling sexy no matter what size you are.

You all know that I have been doing some product reviews here and there and when this opportunity came up I could not resist.

 

Family, friends, feel free to skip this post. Its sexy lingerie. You have been warned.

 

 

Plus size lingerie caters to the bigger girls, you know the real ones who are curvy and actually are the norm. I have battled weight all my life and even after losing 35+ lbs, I still am considered plus size. Its hard to feel sexy about yourself, especially after kids and still keeping on the weight.

 

They have everything from babydolls to robes and panties. It all depends on what you are looking for. They come in one size fits all or up to 6x. Real women like to feel sexy too.

 

The item I chose was this. Something I would have never picked out, but I decided to go for it. Who cares. The shipping was super fast and the item was packaged very nicely. It fit great, felt great ( I was worried about skin irritation as sometimes I have sensitive skin), and definitely made me feel awesome.

 

I would definitely recommend this company and their products. They are great to work with and have great products.

Happy Mothers Day from us.

 

For mothers day, K got me some pedicure stuff which I was all out of, then she proceeded to tell me that really all she wanted to get me for Mothers day was for me to stay home with her again and not go to my new work. Thanks kid. Appreciate the guilt trip. I reminded her why I am doing it, and she seemed okay with it, but still it tugged at my heart strings.

 

Work is crazy good. I am getting more responsibilities, all of which are totally new to me, but I LOVE LOVE LOVE it. I just hope I didn’t screw up, because that means a big loss of $$ for the company. I won’t know till next week when we have our buyers meeting, but I pray it turns out okay.

First day recap.

I scored this bag to celebrate the day! Thanks hubs! Love ya.

Things are going well. I have already had day 1, filled with online training, getting lost in the maze at work, and meeting everyone that I should memorize their names. Online training is very important as I must get ALA accredited on lighting. I must know all the types of bulbs, housing units, plugs, fixtures etc. It’s a lot of information and I feel like I am in Physics class all over again, learning about light spectrums, but its good. So far everyone has been really helpful and nice.

 

The transition to work has gone really well too. K seems to be adjusting to playing with her cousins more. Thank god for a SIL who is willing to have an extra kid around and doesn’t mind watching her on her days off from school. God knows what we would do without that big help in our life. That’s definitely a worry that I don’t have to think about. The thought of strangers watching my child instead of her Auntie makes me very nervous.

 

Commuting is going well. I ride with J, he drops me off and picks me up. It seems we can actually carry on adult conversations without being interrupted or without everyday life getting in the way. Its nice for a change. Getting home and only getting to spend a few hours with K before her bedtime is what's the hardest to adjust to, but its what we gotta do. I gave her five years of me, not its time to make time for me and our family’s future.

 

Well I’m off. Time to carpool and then study some lighting. I did find my favorite piece and one that will hopefully hang in our new home someday.

 

photo courtesy of Eurofase.

My time has come…

If it's apart of gods plan than we will meet again...

And that my friends is exactly what happened. I don’t want to share the specifics but remember the company I lost that marketing job to a few weeks ago? I landed another job with them, an even better job for me. I start Monday. Its all a crazy shocking whirlwind right now, but I do want to say that if it wasn’t for this special angel and his believing in my potential, this position would have never come my way. I will be forever grateful.

Until then, I will get to look at this beauty every day at work!

If it's apart of gods plan than we will meet again...And meet again we did!!

Morning cuddles.

Wordy Wednesday

Some wonderful quotes I found this morning, that really spoke to me.

 

Maybe it was all just wrong timing. But I won’t question it. It was in Gods plan for it to happen this way.

 

 

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

Robert Frost, The Road Not Taken

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.

Robert Frost